2011/12/27
by caleb
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On a break

So apparently when I said that I was hoping to blog with blog worthy material I didn’t consider time. Time right now is my enemy, it seems I don’t have enough time or at least my life is ruled by the amount of time I currently have.

For those of you who don’t know, I’ve been working for the last 3.5 months at Shaw Cable. (and in case you are wondering, when I’m off work, my rate is $60/hr as an independant contractor). I’m doing Television Support over the phone. It’s quite a change of pace and has stretched me in areas that I  haven’t been stretched for a while.

When I’m not at work, I’m either in Nanaimo helping with a new Church Plant; or in Duncan with my parents.  The church is in the process of starting a Dream Centre Naniamo, which, is very exciting.

I keep on reminding myself that ‘this is my calling’, I try not to look at my life at Shaw Cable as being against my life as a Pastor. Rather it is an expression of it. That God has called me to be a Pastor, and right now, that means I work at Shaw cable.

Anyways, since I’m on my break. I should go as the phone will be ringing soon.

2011/09/03
by caleb
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Blog worthy

Well, I realize that I haven’t been exactly what some might call a ‘regular’ blogger. But I often find that the challenge I face is how I run everything through my filter of “Blog-Worthiness”.
This filter goes something like this:
I think through my week, when I remember (this is the almost weekly report after all), and evaluate what I did that last week and see if anything interesting pops out. Often, I find that there doesn’t seem to be anything specific. For me, sometimes my life seems quite rhythmic so that I fall not into routine, but into what could be called the usual.
There are often things that do stick out about what life has been like, but then I filter those through the next step. I decipher, categorize these events and discard anything that falls into the category of too personal, too confidential, and there’s no way that I can share that. After all, I can’t write only about those deep personal experiences or insight that come from conversations with God. People think I’m crazy and weird enough because I actually DO talk to God, although the issue might be more that He seems to talk back.
Every now and again something eventful seems to jut out from the rhythm of my life like a sharp staccato, of a triplet in the bar of my own personal soundtrack. Those tend to be the things that I write about.
Lately it seems as if more are coming to mind. So, I’m hoping that I can get back to a rhythm of life where Blogging becomes a regular occurrence that records the happenstance of my mind and life. So enjoy. And if there happens to be something that you think “Caleb should blog about that”, let me know!
Thanks for reading weekly… well almost weekly.

2011/08/27
by caleb
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North American Traveller

Well, it’s been a month since I last posted, and I’m back in Chicago. I understand why they call it the windy city, the wind is crazy. But even more crazy is the parking.
I’m currently staying at the Chicago Getaway Hostel, and I didn’t make a reservation at any hostel because I wasn’t sure what would be best. Plus I like to wing it.
So I punched hostel into my trusty GPS and the first attempt was the HI-Youth Hostel. Epic Fail. It’s right downtown, which is really cool, but the parking was going to cost more than the night. CRAZY! So I got to see chicago and the city. It truly is a beautiful place, the water, the buildings, the roads. And fortunately the traffic wasn’t too bad.
Well, since the Youth Hosteling International was a no go, I went back to the GPS, the next one was under renovations. Now here was where I had to get creative. You see, my cell phone doesn’t exactly work in the states (CA-CHING $$$), so I found a starbucks (with free parking), and looked up the other hostels that I had checked out online.
Then I used my GPS to guide me to the Getaway Hostel (www.getawayhostel.com). It cost me $50 w/tax, and lucked out to get the last guys dorm bed (Note the $50). And then I went in search of parking. I managed to SQUEEZE my car into a space with in inched. Emphasis on the INCHES!
Then I made my way back, found my bed, and sat down at the neglected, but playable piano (Yes they have a grand piano).
Last, I found myself a wifi signal and a couch, and blogged away.

2011/08/04
by caleb
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Adventures of a Traveller

Well I’m up at thc cottage enjoying all the sunshine that the sky can muster. It is wonderful. We have some friends here with us and the place is full, which always makes for a more enjoyable holiday. But let me tell you about my adventures since I’ve been here.

Apparently, it is becoming known in my family that I’m a bit of a nomad and wanderer (which I see no major issues with). So I found myself running from here to there all the way on my trip.

I left Vancouver Island last week on tuesday (july 26th) after stopping by my sister’s work to get a quick haircut and say hi. She’s a hairdresser so I enjoy the added benefit that this provides to my fashion. And I couldn’t hand a trip to ontario with my hair being annoyingly long in the heat. From there I hopped on the ferry to the mainland and managed to catch an hour earlier ferry. This meant that I wasn’t showing up at my friend’s in Abbotsford at 11pm. So I actually got to do more than just crash their place.

My plan was to leave Abby by 7:30am, but it seems like there are always little things that delay me. Like breakfast, good conversation, etc. And what I’ve begun to notice is that in my life I am either REALLY early, or running late. I finally got thru the Abbotsford border at 8:30 and headed south towards seattle. I had been running around and hadn’t had any time to get my car’s oil changed so I decided to do that in bellingham at the walmart since my car was screaming “CHANGE OIL SOON” at me.

That took 2 hours and then I was on the road again. Fortunately my walmart detour wasn’t a complete waste as I was able to get some supplies and food to last me my three day adventure across the continent. On a side note: Canada’s prices for food are way higher than the US.

Now what you need to know, is that I usually travel with someone and with the sole purpose of getting to my destination as quickly as possible. In this case, I had a tight schedule but I was alone, so I had more freedom within the boundaries of time.

Well, my first day I made fairly good time. But I decided that instead of stopping for the night, I would drive as far as I could, pull over and sleep and then keep on going. This was for 2 reasons, 1) I was budget travelling and wanted to reduce the costs of the trip and 2) I wanted to make some time up.

So I drove, I drove and I drove and I drove. I made it through Idaho, Montana, and North Dakota. I had just crossed into Minnesota when I passed a state trooper and realized that I was going too fast and that He had caught me. No arguing, I just took the ticket and continued on my journey.

Thursday night, I made it out of minnesota and into wisconsin. I had planned on making it all the way to madison, but that just wasn’t going to happen. So about 2 hours outside of St. Paul I stopped at a hotel for which I had a coupon.

The next morning, bright and early I headed on my way. Fortunately for my caffeine addiction I was able to find a starbucks every day. Before Long I was in Illinois. And I was getting frustrated by the toll highways and the amount of construction. So, when I reached chicago, I pulled into an “oasis” and looked at a map.

I said to myself, “It won’t be that much longer if I take the non-toll route, and besides I’ve always wanted a closer look at chicago.”

Lesson #1: Stick to the plan and go with the GPS. The GPS knows Best.

About 2 min’s onto the non-toll route (I94?) I hit traffic.

But what was I to do now? I was stuck in it, so I continued on. Stuck in bumper to bumper traffic. Now, this is where I started to get annoyed. Why? Because people weren’t driving nicely. They were literally bumper to bumper and not letting people in. Which means that traffic slows to a stand still. So I was getting fed up. Then I started to pray. I asked God for patience, because it’s a fruit of the spirit. And that helped for about 4.5 seconds. Then I started to pray for Favour. I said to God, “God, you’ve called me to walk in favour, well in this case drive, and this isn’t favour. Waiting in traffic isn’t favour!”

Apparently God listened, because traffic moved. And That was ok for about 30 seconds. Then I prayed again, “God I need more favour, in fact I don’t just want favour for me. I want favour for all of them. Because when I walk (or drive) in your favour those around me get blessed to. So God, give all these other people stuck in traffic your spirit and your favour too.”

Well one thing led to another, and my time in traffic became a time or prayer and intercession for the city of chicago. At first it was selfish, but then it became more than that. And as I continued to drive, I felt like God was revealing to me his heart for the city of Chicago. There was lots that I prayed, mostly that God’s spirit of repentance would be poured out, because the Father’s heart is for his kids to come home.

But as I continued I found myself finally out of traffic and it was like the Holy Spirit whispered, “Get off the Highway” So i kept on driving.

Then I heard the nudge “Caleb, take the next exit”, really??? “CALEB… TAKE THE NEXT EXIT”. So I did. I came to a stop light and thought I should turn right. But I felt the need to turn left, so I did. I saw in my mind a picture of a church on the corner of an intersection on the right hand side, and there on my right hand side was a church.

So I found parking and went to look for the pastor.

When I got in, i found three people inside the building. One turns and looks at me and says “Can I help you?”. My response is: “I’m looking for the pastor.” The Lady says, “that’s me.”

I start explaining why I’m there, and she’s got the look of: Great another whack job. One thing leads to another, and I start sharing with her my adventure into traffic and to Her church’s door. I find out that the things that I’m praying were accurate and that I’ve landed in the worst area of Chicago, and probably the United States (for murders that is).

I end up praying with her, and find it hard to leave. But in the end, Because I followed the leading of the Holy Spirit, listened to God. I got stuck in traffic and got to meet an incredible person with a heart for Jesus.

And I finally ended up at my destination in ontario at 2:30 am.

 

 

2011/06/23
by caleb
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Word Riot – Vancouver 2011

So, I had the privilege (not sure if that’s the right word) to be downtown Vancouver the day following the Stanley Cup riot. I was able to see the boarded up store fronts, but I missed most of the evidence of mayhem from the previous night. City crews were already cleaning up from cleaning up so to speak.

What I did notice is people’s reactions. It was subtle. I’ve been down-town Van quite a few times, but this time was slightly different. Traffic was different. And although it was quite late in the day, it felt like it was a very early morning (picture 6:00 am).

WE ARE CANUCKS - Especially this Guy

The following night, my venturing out in the world brought be back down alongside those same boards. Those boards that were covering up the evidence of mayhem. Those boards which people people had begun to cling to, sign their names to, screaming “WE ARE CANUCKS”. It was like the people of the city were passionately attempting to tame the same passion that had been unleashed the night before. (but isn’t that what happens when we unleash something, we desperately chase after it trying to catch it.)

Here’s what I really noticed. The passion that was coming out of the city. It was expressed everywhere. It seemed like people had come out to try and prove a point: “WE ARE CANUCKS”. This phrase had become the anthem. Then it dawned on me. As I passed those boards veiling destruction a second time I realized, ‘this is a word riot.’

A word riot. That’s right, a WORD RIOT! Where two nights previous people had thrown bricks, now people were throwing their words. “F-YOU RIOTERS” “We’re sorry tourist”. But most of all were the pictures. The posters. The propaganda.

There were posters that said: “WE ARE CANUCKS – except this jerk” and featured a picture of a rioter. Then there was a poster that said: “WE ARE CANUCKS – especially this guy” and featured a picture of someone cleaning up the mess that had been left.

Then I saw the garbage. And that’s when it hit me. Two groups of people, with so much in common, and so much the same. One group rioted with aggressive acts, big, demonstrative, meaningless. One group aggressively rioted back with pungent words, big, demonstrative, meaningless. So close, so almost the same. Both riots in themselves. Both passionate acts.

Here’s the big idea. How is the person who riots with words any different than the person who riots with bricks. I watched as people took pictures of themselves in front of boarded up stores. They signed their names, wrote nice notes. But walked passed the garbage that was dropped or dumped on the street at their feet.

They said they loved their city. But they were willing to ignore the daily acts of injustice that happen all around them. Everything from the trash on the sidewalk to the homeless person lying in a filthy sleeping bag. If you really want to demonstrate what your city is made of don’t sign your name to a billboard. Start small. Pick up some trash. Find someone to help. Stop the word riot.

2011/05/13
by caleb
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Inspiration

Today I feel inspired. I don’t tremendously know why; all I know is that I do.

I found myself today doing something other than that which I should have been doing: wandering the Internet. I really should be doing ‘proper’ work. Planning for Sunday, packing boxes, filing, you know all those “Pastoral” things. But instead I found myself stumbling across my brother’s blog.

Now to many of you this will seem a natural occurrence, but you must realize something very vital: although I am a member and contributor of the Blog-o-sphere, I very rarely actually peruse it. Today however, this was not the case.

Today, after stumbling across a long-ago college friend’s blog, my fingers seemingly typed “martyzylstra.com” into the navigation bar of my browser. When I hit enter, I seemingly, like Alice, fell down the rabbit hole into my brother’s world.

My brother, the ever-artist, never ceases to amaze me.  A while ago, my common critique about his song-writing was that it was shallow, that it needed more meaning. IE: was U2 popular because Bono was outspoken or was Bono outspoken because U2 was popular?

Over the last year, I have watched my brother as he has been on a journey. This journey has spoken to me and I have seen things that I never saw before.

Personally, I quite frequently question inspiration. I’m very big on inspiration, as there are unique moments that create some of the most elusive masterpieces. Today, as I pondered Marty’s blog, I was inspired; to write again. But mostly to ask the question: what inspires you?

 

2010/12/15
by caleb
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Justice

justice |ˈjəstis|noun

1 just behavior or treatment : a concern for justice, peace, and genuine respect for people.
• the quality of being fair and reasonable : the justice of his case.
• the administration of the law or authority in maintaining this : a tragic miscarriage of justice.
• ( Justice) the personification of justice, usually a blindfolded woman holding scales and a sword

Justice. What is Justice?

We live in a world that cries out for Justice. But do we really know what we are looking for?

In the united states justice is portrayed as a blindfolded woman holding scales. Implying that justice keeps everything in the balance, but is not partial to either side. Balance, an eye for an eye; Ghandi said that an eye for an eye would make the whole world blind.

Maybe an eye for an eye doesn’t make the world blind but rather makes justice blind? And perhaps that is the problem, that we want justice to be blind. Blind to the other side of the story, blind to anything but our way, and what we think is fair.

On my days off I watch movies. I have always looked at movies, music and media as social commentary giving insight to the behavior and interests of the world I live in. If you are what you eat, then you are what you watch, read and listen to.

Today I watched a movie that shook me and rattled me with the thoughts of justice. We desperately want and cry out for justice. But we don’t really know what Justice looks like. We live in a world where difference right from wrong is moving more and more from black and white to grey. And I sit wondering if the problem is that we’ve allowed justice to be blind.

What would happen if we allowed justice to open it’s eyes? See not just one situation, but the entire picture? The whole world picture, the good and bad, the things we deem good but are bad and the bad we deem good but is bad? What would Justice declare in that environment?

The bible says that God is the God of justice. Yet we don’t like His justice. He says that everyone gets the same outcome, death. He says that justice demands payment, and there is only payment for what happens that is wrong: Death.

Death: the only way to pay the price for wrong in the world is to die. And the outcome is that, we die. We die to pay for all the things that we have done wrong in our own life. God’s justice says that we will pay for our own wrong.

The irony is this: we long for someone else to clean up our own mess. That we want someone else to step in and take responsibility for our wrong, and God did just that. He sent His own son to make our wrong right, to perform justice. Yet we still refuse His help. Maybe in our search for blind justice, we have become blind? Maybe we need to open our eyes and see that true justice isn’t blind, that true justice is Jesus.

2010/10/20
by caleb
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Miraculous Healing

Here are the videos of Sharon’s back being healed. What a week. We are continuing the meetings in Port Hardy, because we want to remain open to what God wants to do. He is willing to reveal himself as much as we are willing to let Him.

Sharon’s back was only the beginning, there has been much more. More backs restored, someone’s hearing healed. See some of the stories @ http://www.porthardychurch.com/

Part One of the Experience:

Part Two of the experience: